Snowflakes flutter down from the partially clouded sky, the lights of he city erasing all but the brightest of stars. My eyes lazily follow the small white motes as the slowly descend, finding them a fine replacement in my inebriated malaise.
I lean back against the cold hard bricks beneath me, adjusting my thick black woolen jacket as I fight back the cold. I take a swig from the bottle of scotch beside me, the glass having gone unused for the best part of the past hour. I had expected more of the building to be here, to sit up on the roof like they had done in years past. However, with the sudden freezing shift in the weather it made sense that I would be the only person up here waiting for the fireworks.
This year had been a bit of a rough one, between languishing in unemployment and burning through most of my savings just to keep a roof over my head it had simply not lived up to the hopes I had at the start of it.
Despite this, up on the roof top with a decent bottle of liquor helped to make up for the year behind me. The crisp night air and the dancing snowflakes feel almost like a bit of a cleanse, a sense of hopefulness for the next year creeping into my heart as the minutes slowly count down to the new year.
It could have merely been the scotch talking, the dozen or so standard drinks now circulating through my system and filling me with a sense of warmth, but I slowly begin to imagine just what I should set as my new years resolution.